Do u thk i really show off my scars to ppl? i did nt.
Even they sees it and ask why, i will just say i went off for jungle trekking and gt it frm the grasses that cuts me.
U don't even know the answer that i answering and u make a judgement on me and u create an answer for me.
Its sounds unfair for my answer and hw i feels?
Why must she get it wrong at all times? why must her mind full with negative assumptions and motives?
Did u ever see with your eyes opened that i enjoy my life over here? I did not, i was damn suffering with all the thoughts and thinking bout what happen to us!!!
Am more stupid than u do if u could thk back, i tolerate and let u make use of me at all times cause i love u,u wouldn't know it,damn it..arghhh
If u thk bout me and hw ppl feels? what would u critic ppl in front of ppl,embarrased ppl, scold ppl at all times for a small tiny mistaken done.
U make yourself suffer as well as i do
Why i still care bout it? cause i love u..Love is to care not to blame each other
Do u know hw hard just to make a guy cry right in frnt of u, tears leaping over the cheeks,its damn hard..
And hw could u say tat am acting,this is not a MOVIE, its happening and its in real life.
Do i get pay for acting such thing?
I let go of my ego and stand with u and cry kneeing before u,u wouldn't know cause u don't even know piece of it!
U won't get heartache when u don'tsimply make negative assumption over what u know something that does not happen at all.
Once i love u, i will do whatever it takes and hw much and hw risky it could cost me just to get beside u and get u back into my arms.
Looking at other couples,they seems to be sweet and lovely but back there,they have struggled and gone through many barriers and overcome it together just to be one.
Unlike us, we fight over with each other just for a small things.
Its totally sounds ridiculous.
Don't u thk so?
Real life in relationship are way different than what u seen in the movie.
The movie could show up hw successful and sweet the relationship but actually the celebrity or even the actor or actress's real life turn up to be a mess in relationship.
Movie is always a plan with objective to show to audience what kind of relationship u should after for but its nt true.
We can't be so naive at all times to follow the track of the movie cause we are not acting in a movie or scene.
Actually u could have one and always happy.
If u change yourself,i do agree everyone hates changing cause its takes time
"But a change could gives u a doorway to transformation" quote by Eat,Pray,Love movie by Liz Gilbert.
A transformation could provide u a better 2mrw or perhaps a even better environment u gonna face.
If u do not make negative assumptions, i guess our pathway would be better and better by each day.
I admit am wrong that i lied to u.
But i stop hiding frm u and lying at u,cause i earn not even a single trust frm u
Loving each other becomes a habit although we broke up or together.
Our attitude problems would not protect both of our relationship.
Even u get a new guy but u does not trust him or perhaps u do,we won't protect each other cause of attitude problems at times
We fights all the time, we need to learn to forgive and take and forgive and forget,or else there will be no ending in that fight.
We can't turn the clock anti clockwise to mend things up,hw i wish i could?
I knew u tried but u need to try harder
U need to believe in yourself and confident with yourself to overcome these problems and not dragging it
It will lead no ending and leading worst ending
It was so obvious tat u give up easily when u are still looking around for the right one or the worth one for u to do it
When u love the person, what it takes is worth it.
If u thk it does not worth it,it means u don't love him or her.
U are just playing a fool in this relationship even u get the next guy u would do the same
If u love him or her, its all worth it and worth it to sacrifice.
U does not count hw much u gonna gain from what u sacrifice
The more u expect, the least u gonna get
Sacrifice with your willing heart and not counting whether does it worth it or not.
I know it gonna be hard time for both of us but still we need to overcome it.
We both might not make it as a couple with all fights around except we forgive and give way.
I just hope she would be happy at all times
Seeking through for her smile and laughter is the happiness u ever gain for yourself
No point of blaming each other nw
Look for steps and walk step by step..
Its only ourself could mend our broken heart no one else could do
Although hw hard its gonna be and turn up to be
I would still engraving for her love and laughter.
Seeking for a brighter future to provide a better tomorrow.
