Sneezing all the time,hmmm =..(

I was tempting to find her all the time but i just CAN'T

She knows well why i can't look for her.

She made it up.

Till a certain point a restrain order came up.

Even at the end we can't make it to be one

But i was hoping to be her side and support her always

And urging her to change her bad attitude and bad behavior.

Most important is minimizing her BAD TEMPER.

But after the restrain order came up.

i won't be there always to support her and care bout her anymore.

What i can do is wishing and praying hard she will be happy and alright all the time although hw near and far our distance.

Hopefully she would reflex back and thk back on hw she looks alike when she is in bad temper.

So we would know and she would change but she won't cause she said so before.

If u don't change your bad attitude and behavior and minimize your bad temper.

if u get the next partner =..(

u would know NOT sty long in that relationship

i can bet that she might get hurt easily and she get dumped easily

She might also get cheated for her "NAIVEness"

it time for her to wake up

i might not be your one but i would do as much i can to care bout u and support u from the back without your realizing.

u dunno and u will not expect i do so but when the day comes to u,u will know but its too late to get regret.

IF she does not have the 4 backup reports and restrain order,i guess we still can be friends even i can't be your loved ones.

but its too late.

No matter hw much hard wrk i put into to mend us back

The restrain order will just play apart as a razor to cut us far apart.

Is this what u need?

U get it now.

This is what u want?

U get it now.

This is what u wished for?

Finally u achieved it.

I was happy and joyful when i flash back our great and good memories together.

i was pissed when i thk of our negative and bad memories.

its all done and i need to get it done also.

Even u want to curse me and my family and accuse me.

its all on your hand and i doesn't care much anymore cause i can't care bout it anymore.

Loving u and missing u all the time would sty in me all the time

it might turns up to be your last drama series that u had watched as u don't really care.

Learn to "forgive and forget"

This would help u to feel better.

Thk of good memories than bad memories.

Try to t aolerate.

Be confidence in yourself in changing your self to provide a better 2mrw.(i bliv u can do it)

Stop assuming and stop simply thk.

This is what the DEVIL that forcing u to do it all the time.

KICK him out from your heart and let GOD guide u.

At the end, we can't turn up to be one.

But am looking forward to be your most ever closest friend who can be there whenever u need and to comfort u.

I might not turn up to be your life partner.

But i hope to remain in your heart and support u and care for u always.

I will not interfere into your love life but caring our friendship and maintaining our good and great memories.

I know u won't come and look for me or even text me.

i was tempting to text u and call u and even come and look for u BUT i just can't cause u know why???

It all on your hand and decision is all yours.

Hope to hear from her soon.

Day by day waiting for it.

Day by day waiting for her text or a greeting from her.

Day by day waiting for her call.

*Tears leaping all over *

*Heart break*

=..(